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A flinch of jealousy.

I'm not gonna powd around, I'll show you what you're missing. I won't cry a single tear, I'll wear a smile with grace. You raised my hopes, but I might just have seen what I wanted to see. I could see you next to me in all the important moments in my life.
And I will have those moments, but I'm going to have them without you. It's time I start realizing that.
I won't show you my pain or my frustrations, I won't show you how all of this is hurting me.
And in a way, I really want you to be happy, but can you blame me for wishing you were happy with me?
My heart still skips a beat when I see you, and I laugh more with your sarcastic jokes than she will ever be able to.
I really hope that those feelings will change one day and at the same time, it's my biggest fear.
I'll keep my heart closed and I won't show you how I truly feel, because I can't take the risk to lose you. I still have you as my friend, and I'd like to keep it that way. I care too much about you to lose you in every single way.
So I will put on my happy face, even though I don't like the bitch you're sleeping with.

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