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{English} Dear Sasuke,

Dear Sasuke

Dear Sasuke,

It's been a year now, and I still can't seem to forgive myself.

I wasn't supposed to survive, why couldn't you kill me properly?

Is it because, somewhere, some part of you still has something good in it? Or…did you do this on purpose, because you didn't find me worthy enough to kill?

I still can't let you go. I miss you. I thought it would be all over once we both died, but I didn't die.

I know my parents wanted me to find a nice girl, to find true love… but, I can't… I don't know if I can live on like this, after sending you to hell… or have you gone to heaven?

I'm afraid of the first thing, but, most likely, neither of those places exists…

I won't be able to let you go.

Never.

__________

Dear Sasuke,

Today is Minato's second birthday, and his little brother is on the way…

Sakura offered to give him your name, but the truth is, I'd rather forget about you.

She didn't understand, but I didn't expect her to, that's why I stopped loving her years ago.

I miss you, I truly do.

__________

Dear Sasuke,

I left Sakura; I just couldn't stay with her.

I never loved her, not really.

I think I'm going to leave Konoha, because, even though I now gained everything I wanted when I was younger… I'm just not fit for it.

How can I be Hokage when a part of me regrets the very thing the village thinks of as one of my most 'heroic' actions?

The truth is; you didn't kill me, but you did take my life away.

__________

Dear Sasuke,

I've been away for five months now.

The only one smart enough to find me was Shikamaru. Luckily, he also was smart enough to let me go my own way.

I hate revenge, and as much as I know it doesn't solve anything, I can't help but want to avenge you.

I have to find a new way of living, or I'll end up killing myself.

__________

Dear Sasuke,

She named him Naruto. Because she thought at least some part of 'the greatest Hokage of all time' should stay in Konoha.

Shikamaru told me that, after he tracked me down in secret, because he thought I should know.

I hate her for choosing that name, my name, for our child.

She cursed him. She left him with the worst possible curse a newborn baby can get.

Shikamaru knows I'm going to kill myself in the end. He's a nice guy, probably the only friend I can rely on.

He comes to me whenever he really feels the need to, but still, he lets me live my life in my own way. Let's me live towards my death.

I wonder what he would have done if you survived, and I was dead instead…

I'm afraid this was just meant to be.

__________

Dear Sasuke,

The stars are so pretty.

The farther I get from the civilized areas, the more stars I can see.

Even though I am alone, I don't feel lonely.

There is nobody that I miss. Well, I miss you, but soon, I guess, we'll be together again.

__________

Dear Sasuke,

I haven't seen a village for ages, yet I feel better than ever since then, knowing I will see you again soon.

I miss you, Sasuke.

I love you.

__________

Dear Sasuke,

This will be my last letter.

I'm sorry it has to be this way, I know the chance you gave me, the chance to live, wasn't an easy offer. And now, I'm throwing my life away, but without you, it just doesn't feel like life anymore.

You'll be mad at me, won't you?

Heh, I guess you'd call me an idiot. I'm afraid you won't smirk this time though…

I wonder; will we be able to watch the stars together in the next life?

I love you.

See you again tonight, Sasuke.

Tonight, I'll die.

__________

Naruto,

You're such a fool�did you really think we'd see each other again?

You're still pure, hurt, but with a pure soul, you'd never go to hell, like me.

And yes, I miss you too.

Sasuke.

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