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Feelings are a part of us,
may they be good or bad,
we live our life feeling happy or sad,
it takes years to be happy,
it's a feeling which is hard to get,
because of the roughness of the path to it,
still when you get to being happy,
it has to be a glorious feeling,

I've never been truly happy,
I'm still looking for it.
I've felt happy,
but not completely,
it just takes one second,
one wrong decision,
one wrong move from someone you care,
to take all this happiness away,
throwing you in a pool of sadness.

You can't remember the last time you were happy,
all you see is this feeling,
this sad feeling,
you can't do nothing right,
you're useless.

But then one day,
someone gets you out of this pool,
and you start feeling better,
you stay with this person,
which brings you closer to happiness.

I've still yet to find this person,
but if I can't find this person,
or this person doesn't find me,
then maybe it's meant for me to live my life in sadness.

But until I'm sure of this,
I'll keep this little light of hope burning,
deep inside of me,
because feelings are all I have,
and too much of one part,
could break me forever.