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They End Of My Story

Michele

I lost my fight but won my war
I feel sad
I feel broken
I cant do it no more
Cant stay here forever
I cant stay somewhere i dont belong

I was the mistake
That screwed it up
It was all my fault
At least that is what she told me

She screamed at me
That i wanst her daughter
And she didnt love me

I feel like the black sheep i am family full of wolves ..
I dont belong here .

What did I do wrong ?
Didnt god love me ? but he loves al his childeren
Why do people do this
I was justed a kid when it started now
I am messed up
Dont know the difference anymore

Hitting and screaming
Is normal
At least she make me feel like its normal

Cheating hating hurting,
Its al the way for her.

She would walk over dead bodies if she had to
She would gave up her children to save herself
And I ?
I am the daughter of the devil
I am the wrong kid
The stupid kid
The kid thats messed up
The kid that dont belong

So much quistions in my head
But the one
Mommy what did i do wrong
tell me
What do you hate about me
Am i not good enough
Ore you just want me better
*Cause i am the best that i can be
I cant be more than what i am
I can be perfect
Cause i feel broken
I feel empty
Like somebody sucking the blood out of me
And there s nothing i can do

I just let it happend
I stand I watch
I let them hurt me
I let them ... And how hard i want to scream to say Stop
There is no voice ..
There´s just a empty body with nothing in me
Nothing left inside of me

I am sorry Mommy

For al i did
Its better for me to just leave
Pak my backs and go
Far away from here and now

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