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Rescue Me [Bill Kaulitz]

Why Me?

Rescue me [Bill Kaulitz]

2) Why Me?

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dyin'
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cause I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad world, mad world
Mad world, mad world

"No.We're not gonna tell anything,Alice.""I don't know.Maybe we could tell him something wrong.Like giving a hint but a wrong one."When I open my eyes I hear people talking,but I can't hear what they say.I still feel strange and when I look out of the window I realize that I'm still in the car.Everything is dark outside,so I can't see where we are.I guess they think I'm still sleeping.I close my eyes again.To make them think I'm still sleeping.But I'm awake.And I wanna know what they want."Don't you think?""Yeah.I think its the best when we play it like this."Thats the only thing I can hear.What are they gonna play?I don't think they wanna play Monopoly!I open my eyes again."What time is it?"I ask."Not gonna tell you!"he yells.Of course!Why did I even asked this?I already knew the answer."I have to pee!"This is true.Its not that kind of joke to pull over and then start to run away.I really need the bathroom right now.I'm about to pee my pants,but I'm sure they won't let me go."I have to pee!"I try again while I start moving back and forth.The guy turns around."Shut up,Kaulitz!"I look at him."But...you don't understand....I really need to go...I can't...""No its enough!"He slaps me in the face.And it hurts.I look at him with big eyes."Why did you do that?Let me go pee,please!"I'm begging him right now.But he can't hear my prayers."No is no!And shut the f*** up right now!"He turns back around.And I can't do anything.I'm stuck in a car,driving on highway to nowhere,all night long,desperate for a pee!I could cry right now.Why does this have to happen to me?And what is Tom doing right now?The only thing I hope is he called the cops!I'm crossing my legs right now.I have to pee so bad!I can't hold it anymore.And just let I go.I start peeing my pants.Its going down my legs right now.I peed all over the leather car seat.But I couldn't do anything else.It was 100% sure he wouldn't let me go to the bathroom.I feel bad.Cause I peed my pants like a three years old!Just at that moment he looks at Alice who's driving."Alice!Did you left a water bottle again in the car?""What do you mean?""The ground.Its all wet!""Eh...I didn't.""Don't tell me that..."He turns around and looks at me.He looks really mad.I'm scared.I look down."Kaulitz!""What?..."I ask with a scared voice without looking at him."What have you done?!"I'm so scared right now,cause I know he's just crazy!And don't know what he's gonna do."Nothing."I answer."Nothing!I don't believe you!"he yells."Did you pee in my car?!"Oh God!What I'm gonna say?What I have to say?Yes Sir!No!I can't!Yes I have to!I shake my head."No."" Tell me the truth!""No.I already told you."I try again."Look at me!"he yells."Look at me!"I don't have any choice.When I look at him I see it in his eyes.I can't trust him.Of course!Why would I trust the guy who kidnapped my without any reason?!He keeps staring at me."Did you pee in my car?!For God sake!Just answer!Right now!"He really gets mad right now.And I'm sure he will slap me again."Yes."I answer with a sad voice,almost crying.And I know it seems ridiculous.But I just can't help it."Yes,I did..."He slaps me again.Harder then the first time."Please don't....I'm sorry...""Shut up!I don't need to hear it!"

"Tom!Tom!Help me!I'm here!Tom!"I'm screaming so loud but it looks like no one can hear it."Tom!!!Come back!Save me!Help me!"I keep screaming and I know I'm gonna lose my voice.But I don't care.This is my chance.I see Tom walking away.Without looking at me.What is wrong whit him!I mean why would he ignore me!I need you Tom!Really!I'm stuck in a dark room.It cold.And I can only see the long hallway.Its a left.And I see Tom.He disappears.Why?Why would he left me all alone here.Its just all over!I'm never gonna get out of here."Tom!Come back!"I scream desperate.You almost can't hear me scream.Ive been screaming all night for Tom to help me.And now he's finally here,and he ignores me.And walks away.Im crying hysterical and screaming his name.I'm knocking against the wall,but all I feel is pain.The wall feels cold.I'm sick of this!Leaning with my back against the wall and sitting on the cold ground.Crying with my head in my hands.No one can help me.I'm alone.Even my brother has left me.Tears are falling down.When I look at my hand it looks a little black because of the make up.What did I do?I ruined everything.Just when I'm still sitting there and crying I see Richard walking by.He laughs.Mean."So Kaulitz!I guess you're lovely brother isn't always there for you!"I look up.Whit tears in my eyes.He looks at me whit a fake smile on his face."Oh!What I see?Are you crying?Oh poor Bill!"This is so made up!The only thing he does is making me mad whit this stuff.And he knows it.Of course he does."Oh?What happened to you make up?Now you can't look like a girl anymore!How sad!"I get up."Shut up,idiot!"I yell."Just leave me alone!Why do you think this is all happening?Because of YOU!So don't try to be nice to me and try to act like I'm a child of four!"He looks at me.Surprised."Well,well,well!What happened with you?The little kitty turned to a lion?!No you scare me!"He laughs again.I'm walking up to him."Listen Richard.What have you done?""What do you mean?""Don't be stupid!You know what I mean?What you've with Tom?"He looks at me.His eyes are scaring me but I act like I don't care.He doesn't know what to say."Well.If you're not afraid.Then tell me!""No,Kaulitz!Im not that stupid!"He turns around and closes the door again."No!No!"I yell."Don't leave!Let me go!Let me go!Let me go!"My tears are falling down.This is hopeless.Totally hopeless...
When I open my eyes I don't know where I am.It takes some time to realize that I'm kidnapped.Still.Thank God this was just a nightmare.A nightmare that will come true...maybe...Oh God no!I'm lying on the cold floor.What am I doing here?I get up.And look around.Its all dark and there's a little light coming from the back.I guess I'm in a cellar.It cold here.And I feel strange.It looked so real.What if this is true?I mean.No it can't be.Tom would never leave like this.I know he's gonna search for me.And he'll find me.But I'm still stuck in here!And don't know why?I don't know where?I don't know whit who!Some Alice and Richard!I'm scared for a moment.It looks like there's someone in here.But it isn't.I realize that I just saw myself in the mirror.I get up and walk to it.My hair is a mess!I can't even describe how it looks.Just so messy.I don't have hairspray!I know it looks ridiculous to miss your hairspray when you're kidnapped.My make up doesn't looks that well either.Just at that moment a hear a sound.Footsteps...

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