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Pure Heart [ENG]

Something to confess.

I woke up in our bed in Hakone. I felt two arms who held me tight. I opened my eyes and I saw that Usagi-san was awake. “Good evening, sleepy head.” “Good eve- WHAAAAT?!” I wanted to get up but Usagi-san held me down. “Usagi-“ He kissed me. “Usagi-san..” He looked at me “You’re just so cute when you’re asleep.” I looked a bit embarrassed at him. “I’m not!” He smiled at me. “Watching the person you love sleep so peaceful in your arms, it’s just one of the best things in life.” It’s true it felt safe and sound laying in his arms against him as he held my head against his chest. It.. it just.. I sighted. I looked up at Usagi-san who kissed me. I closed my eyes. I didn’t want to resist. It felt right. I looked at Usagi-san, he looked back at me.
“U-Usagi-san.. I lov-“ we heard the phone ringing. But Usagi-san didn’t want to stand up and pick up the phone. He still held me in his arms. “Usagi-san, stand up and pick up the phone. I’m sure It’s Takahiro.” “Takahiro can wait.” I was sort of surprised by his reaction but also a bit happy. I thought he would pick it up if I said it was him. But I guess he really grow over his love for onii-chan. He still doesn’t know about Usagi-san and me dating. I don’t even know how to tell him and we’re going out for a year now! … I’m a terrible little brother.
I sigh. “What’s wrong?” “Nothing, really.” He looked at me with a serious look on his face. “When do you stop hiding things from me?” “It’s not hiding things from-” “Yes, it is.” I looked away. He sighted and he did let go of me. “You can tell me if you’re ready to tell me.” He stood up and walked to the phone and called the person back. I heard yelling through the phone so it probably was his work. I turned around and I heard his footsteps fading away.
I turned around. It’s not his business right?.. I mean. It doesn’t have to mean I don’t care about him or me not trusting him enough to talk about things. I just don’t wanna make him unnecessary worry about me. He just doesn’t understand y way of thinking at some points.
But he always sees when something is wrong. So I can’t really lie about it anymore.
Not to him at least. That makes me happy at some point. But at the other side.. It’s a bit annoying. Now I always have to talk about things that are bothering me. I guess that is what they call love. Or at least a part of it. I yawned, closed my eyes. And fell back asleep.

I heard Usagi-san his voice. He was yelling at someone. I opened my eyes and turned around. I saw he was on the phone talking to someone. Well not talking.. Yelling. But He doesn’t seemed happy. I waited for my chance to ask what’s wrong.
I heard some names I recognized, It’s probably work again. He turned around and he saw I was awake. “I have to go, we will talk when I’m home, bye.” And then he hung up and closed his phone.
He came at me and took place on the edge of the bed. “Sorry for this, and sorry that I walked away.” “Don’t worry about it, and I’m also sorry. I know I can talk about these things with you.. but.. It’s still hard. Could you give me some more time?” “Take every time you need, I’ll wait.”
I hugged him from behind. “Usagi-san?” “Hmm?” “Shall we go to the beach today? Would you like that?” He smiled. I’m glad I saw his smile again. “Yeah, I would like that. But first..” He pulled at my right arm I fell on my side. And at one he was on top of me. And he tried to kiss me. “Usagi-san! I will never hug you again If you take me down on my most off guard moments.” “Yeah, Just shut up and let me kiss you.” “Usag-” He kissed me. I tried to pull him off. But he was stronger. He pulled me against the bed we laid on. I felt his cheek, against my neck.. Lower and lower. He kissed my tummy. “Usagi-san..” “Ssssht” I blushed. I felt his cold hands against my warm body and Also his hand goes lower and.. “USAGI-SAN!? WHERE ARE YOU PUTTING YOUR HANDS. NOT NOW NOT EVER. USAGI-SAN! STOP IT.” Of course he wouldn’t listen to me. So we had that usual fight again. He is stronger but I’m faster. I could get one hand free and I took his hand away. “Listen to me sometimes!” He smiled. He was playing with me.. AGAIN. He wasn’t even planning on doing a thing to me. Only kiss me. “You! You Little-!” “You’re just way too easy, you shouldn’t get off your guard that easily.” He got off me and sat beside me. “But you’re red, so I’m sure you liked it.” “Don’t stay stupid things, Baka-Usagi.” He laughed and didn’t take anything serious I said. “Let’s go to the beach!” He stood up kissed me again and walked away. “Don’t do things when I’m not prepard!” “Those are the best moments.” He said when he walked away. “I hate you!” he looked behind “No, you loooove me.” “Like hell I do!” He smiled. “Hurry up and get dressed.” I just realized I wasn’t dressed yet.. I was still in my underwear. WHY DIDN’T HE SAY SOMETHING. THAT DAMNED BRAT. I KILL HIM. I HATE HIM. FUCK, I LOVE HIM.

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